2 am

it doesn't happen very often but every once in a while maggie wakes in the middle of the night in a full on crying fit. in the begining we would just bring her to bed with us and she would be out within seconds. well, we are trying not to start a bad habit with another one on the way and this is how i found myself up at 2 am. sitting uncomfortably in a chair with a 23 pounder drapped across my swollen belly. as we sat by the glow of the night light occasionally i would ask her if she was ready to go night nights... no she would shake her head. all i kept thinking was please go to sleep, mommy is exhausted, and that is when i noticed she was rubbing her feet together. something that i still do when i can't sleep. so now i find myself sitting with a huge grin on my face thinking life doesn't get any better then this....